we have regressed backwards into the most horrible and evil corners of the human psyche. this is an extremely sadomasochistic society and most of us just want off the insanity carousel at this point. in the rush to be legible in the increasingly lifeless language and forms of modern culture, the human being is trivialised, their innermost experiences of living reduced to nothing more than monetised rubble. the end result is that the vital autonomy of ineffability is lost. i don't want to have a net worth. this culture forces upon you an ideal of authenticity based upon constant self-expression. you're only considered genuine and free if you can endlessly communicate and confess your thoughts and feelings but the encouragement and idealisation of self-expression, under conditions where the self is subjected to unimaginable pressures of commodification, gradually becomes a demand for self-exposure and eventually, self-debasement. live is to be perceived and to be perceived is to be judged and to be judged by others is like having your soul drained out of you little by little til there’s nothing left and you aren’t even yourself anymore
wow the world is such a sad place!